dermatomillomania (the wound eternally spread)

pressing into the wound / good-nausea / indulgent-disgusting / ropey muscle / insides on the outside / bite the lip / peel the skin / lick copper from flesh / lick pus from the cut / sparkling wine / push against / sensorimotor / swallow thick / keep touching / bedrot / tear up / curl up together / lie down alone / gushing blood / pick the scab / don’t get up / lint stuck to the cut / still hungry / sequester the self / amontillado / too cute / stroke the raw skin / bite it / lick the wound / lick your fingers / more weight / press down / retractor / get woozy / get told to stop / don’t / head between the knees / good-sick / strike the calendar / move closer / dark in blood / brick by brick / bite the flesh / lick saliva / knees to chest / pillow-suffocate / breathe saliva / count to four / steady yourself / exhale manually / pick the scab / lick pus from the cut / repeat-repeat / push head into stomach / chase the touch / sleep well / sleep rough / ugly-disgusting / dream / hands to chest / burn the skin / sorry-sorry / too-too-cute / lie down alone / bite your cheeks / swallow salt / break the barrier / get asked to stop / stop (of course you’ll stop) / lie down alone / bite the wound / probe with your tongue / bunny-bunny / break the skin / pull tight around neck / stroke the cut / press ever deeper / ebb / lie down alone / move closer / open the flesh / pillow-breathe / brush against it / hurt / brush against it / hurt / brush against it / hurt / get told to stop / don’t ( )