M E N A C E

issue two

FEATURING

Anna Antongiorgi

Aparna Paul

Leonie Rowland

Yena Sharma Purmasir

Rowan Tate

Josephine Whittock

Amelia Burton

Jim Horlock

Anne Vowe

Yiran He

Liam Carroll

Rachel Turney

poetry

fiction

creative nonfiction

art

EDITORS’ LETTER

Something wicked this way comes.

The inaugural issue of M E N A C E is full of split and nested selves. A cerebral queen engages in dialogue with her head and heart and other parts. A lonely ecosystem gobbles up different people and hosts their jostling desires. As we made this issue, themes of birth and decay emerged, which reinforce the overarching theme of splitting selves. Decay is a disintegration of the self; birth is a kind of parthenogenesis, a division of mother into offspring. Birth and decay entwine from the first piece, Chloe Adina’s “Roe,” where one half of the speaker’s body carries eggs while the other half ferments, to the last piece, Yena Sharma Purmasir’s “MAIDEN NAMES,” where the mother creates “new life out of old body.” Birth and decay transcend organic matter in Edward Michael Supranowicz’s art, nested Rorschach tests that challenge our notions of form. And decay and fermentation achieve a state of rapture in nat raum’s “libations.” Throughout the issue, split selves howl, cavort, undo, and rebirth their worlds.

M E N A C E is a rebirth, a response to the splitting of the self. People on the margins are often compelled to exile parts of themselves for survival. This existence is a horror. Resisting it requires birthing a “weird” self that ranges from unlikable to  monstrous, a “weird” as great and terrible as Grendel’s mother stealing men to eat. Becoming “weird” to survive and love and thrive amidst horror is fateful in the Old Norse sense of “wyrd”—a fate that is awful and full of awe, a brush with sublimity and doom, as in Ting Huang’s “Those Red Days.” These fateful split selves also haunt the work that inspires our mission at M E N A C E, like the fractured femmes of Black Swan (though when it comes to art about ballet, we prefer Anna Antongiorgi’s “STAGE NOTES”) and the cursed wives of Rebecca, in which the first Mrs. de Winter bares her teeth from beyond the grave at her successor, to scare and seduce her—and the reader.

M E N A C E is also a response to an artificial splitting between “genre” and “the literary.” Compared to literary fiction, which depicts the “real world,” contemporary publishing considers genre fiction to be less sophisticated. (We blame the CIA.) Yet the “real world” which literary fiction prizes elevates an empire of structures that deserve to be undone. The work that dares to challenge these structures and imagine new ones is so often genre, where we find stories that, in the spirit of Toni Morrison, “stood at the edge and claimed it as central.”

That’s why M E N A C E is a home for “the literary weird”—work that blends the literary and genre into new and stunning forms, like this surreal imaginary from Jaina Cipriano. The result is a magazine that we hope will get under your skin and eat up your subconscious—the opposite of brain rot, or a brain rot of its own kind, a zombie fungus that takes over the mind with chilly calm like Ling Ma’s Severance or tender doom like “The Last of Us.”

We offer you an inaugural issue that we hope has the range of Jennifer’s Body—bloody, funny, horny, queer, and terrifying. Enjoy. And remember to work from the margins as if they’re the center. Because they are.

Sophia, Disha, Stacia, and Michaella

Stay in the weirdness.

TROPHIES

poetry by Rowan Tate

“I rot pretty, he says,
like a museum
of collapsed lungs.

my mouth,
wired in permanent
awe.
my breastbone
still hot from
his gloved revisions…”

DERMATOMILLOMANIA (THE WOUND ETERNALLY SPREAD)

poetry by Josephine Whittock

pressing into the wound / good-nausea / indulgent-disgusting /    ropey muscle / insides on the outside / bite the lip / peel the skin / lick copper from flesh / lick pus from the cut / sparkling wine / push against / sensorimotor / swallow thick / keep touching / bedrot /    tear up / curl up together / lie down alone / gushing blood / pick the scab / don’t get up / lint stuck to the cut / still hungry / sequester the self / amontillado / too cute / stroke the raw skin / bite it / lick the wound / lick your fingers / more weight / press down / retractor /    get woozy / get told to stop / don’t / head between the knees /      good-sick / strike the calendar / move closer / dark in blood / brick    by brick / bite the flesh / lick saliva / knees to chest /                    pillow-suffocate / breathe saliva / count to four / steady yourself /

KISSER

fiction by Anne Vowe

“Beasts don’t chew, even the ones with teeth. Instead, they suckle at chosen limbs and slowly swallow bones whole with dumb stubbornness. Some have figured out that a hand or hoof can spread a body out into smaller, more manageable bits. This one hasn’t, so it’ll be a while.

Wife pulls her husband away from the scene. No need to be near when it graduates to four legs.

Click. Click.

It’s still so warm out. The two could spend their night in the lush grass if it weren’t for what lived there…”

SUNDAY

poetry by Anna Antongiorgi

“Many young pop stars end up rotted. This
is the deep sad, the sunk skunk, the caramel
poisoning the chocolate. I’m sick
of making sense. Soft scrub, hoax

toast, let us rub the rind until it’s raw.
Let us be a prayer wasteland, grotesque
sock puppet patriarchy. I’m all sounds now,
teeth gummed, hell is other people’s

tumblr posts, and misread Emily Dickinson
dashes. Shame, shame, rust bruise pen,

can you draw me accurately? I miss shock
waves, natural eyelash curler sticking little bristles

to gold speckle lids. Can it all hit at once,
can the body sweat out pain like eye drops.
Some untear overflow and mess and who
doesn’t know this honeysuckle sulk…”

EMERALD ALLEGORY

art by Liam Carroll

INHERITANCE

fiction by Jim Horlock

“I buried my dad on Tuesday, but he was back again before dawn. I wasn’t surprised anymore. The first time his cold grey corpse came walking home, still caked in grave dirt, I’d been horrified. He’d banged on the door, that same great booming knock I’d heard all my life, and demanded breakfast. I’d hovered on the other side, not daring to open it. Even through the wood, I could smell the blood and booze on him.

“God dammit, open this door! I’ve lost my bloody key!”

I could hear the rage growing in his voice. It crushed me down instantly into a whimpering, scurrying thing, desperate to avoid harm. Carried by terror and a nightmarish trance, I let him in and made his breakfast, convinced that I would wake at any moment and none of it was real. It was supposed to be over. He was supposed to be gone.

But he wasn’t gone at all…”

THE ROOT OF IT

poetry by Yena Sharma Purmasir

“[Do you know what they do to first drafts?
How they rip them up and stitch them back
and parade them in public, so you can see
all the talent it takes to make a goodenough
thing hate itself?]…”

WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY?

creative nonfiction by Yiran He

“The way we speak and write directly affects the way we think. The flow of language is the flow of time — left to right, right to left, East to West. They say music is the universal language, but all I know how to read is modern staff notation. “Modern.” Associated with progress, with today, with the norm.

Wine and the sea are completely different colors to me. I can’t read jazz. Every year, I take up my calligraphy brush and ink, re-familiarize myself with the meditative strokes, and write the 春联。Top to bottom, right to left. 每年我感觉到一种说不清的归属感。But one mold can only produce one shape…”

ELSEWHERE

art by Liam Carroll

FLIRTING AFTER DEATH

poetry by Leonie Rowland

“you are the face I would like to see at my mother's funeral. head of the procession, carrying flowers. fancy seeing you here looking good in a tux. hey, I am texting you from the walk-in fridge at work where I am counting all the blueberries individually. hey, I am calling from the storeroom where I am making angels on the floor. tell me you want me just like this….”

DISENTANGLE

fiction by Amelia Burton

“It was midnight on a Tuesday, and instead of sleeping, I was trapped in my childhood bedroom with an angel crouched on the four-poster bed.

The angel was white, but not in the way cotton and marble are white. It was white in the way every color of light blended together becomes so blinding your eyes can only perceive it as white. When I looked at it head-on, I could see everything. Every star in every galaxy, every human iris exploding into desert dunes and ocean waves, all focused in a pinhole of light, like sun pouring between clouds.

My head pounded and my eyes stung like they’d grown onions in the tear ducts after I took one glance. I’d only just stumbled home after a late shift at the dining hall, and the pain shocked me more than the sudden appearance of a heavenly body less than ten feet away from me.

Then the panic set in…”

OLD MAID

poetry by Yena Sharma Purmasir

“I must be my own Cinderella girl,
clean the kitchen until I 
can see my face shine 
in that stainless steel cavity.

My house is empty, my body 
too. Where are the children 
to break my irreplaceable vase?

I’m the witch. I transform art 
to wreckage to garbage. I step 
on a piece of glass. My foot 
is a glass slipper...”